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Melancholic Waters Ablaze With the Fires of Loss

by Nodus Tollens

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[ Instrumental ]
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Binding hearts with algiz runes To the trunks of trees Snares and hexes On the wind the aroma Of tobacco and sage With something cloying underneath Sanguinaria sap and blackthorn ash Cryptic markings, profaned geometry Bloodflower red stains the lips Of the elegiac fabulist The witch in these woods The wolves that patrol this forest Hexenwald ~ Wölfinninwald She-wolf, twenty-three pair Documented pure and porcelain pale The wolfpack suckled on hate When you choke, no one will save you
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Willowing 09:28
Deadhead my tongue The deadfall of my lungs Willow branch, too frail To hold the weight The body as it falls The only certainty is… Ashen my mouth With wreaths of larkspur And broken vows Ask not for whom The willow weeps The only certainty is… Countless times before And countless times again
4.
Ursa Majora 08:01
No one tells you That gravity isn’t constant You have to learn that for yourself Resplendent, transcending Out here among the stars It gets difficult to breathe From pain comes strength No one tells you Choosing to move forward Takes an act of heartbreaking bravery Red gossamer threads Linking tenebrous lives Please keep breathing From pain comes strength You are strong enough You are strong
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Ursa Minora 08:32
[ Instrumental ]
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Ad Meliora 10:33
The comfort of scarred arms Damage enfolding damage In silent communion A language of symbols With too many ways to say ‘empty’ And none to say ‘love’ It’s a slow caress From a lithe tongue It’s a sin of omission So now who would break The butterfly? The wheel? All the blood, the blood… Our Lady of the Storms These weary hearts need shelter Pray for us Our Lady of the Rains In all our grievous hours Pray for us In the absence of light We deify our sadness Pray for us Dizzy from the pain And fevered with infection Pray for us For the shadows For the guilt For the silences we learn To live around but never fill Pray for us For the pallor For the graves For the easily concealed blades Pray for us Semper ad meliora In hoc salus Non nocere Semper malus, semper tristes Hinc sola salus Non nocere Dolor semper, mori semper Salus en fide Non nocere Semper praesta esse infortunia Ex vulvere salus Non nocere
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[ Instrumental ]

about

After debuting in February MMXX with the release of their self-titled split with Michigan’s Crown of Asteria on highly regarded boutique cassette label Realm and Ritual, lone member Cicatrix has wasted no time in readying its follow-up. Melancholic Waters Ablaze With the Fires of Loss is an emotionally intense paean to grief, regret, and ultimately hope – an album that’s both salt and salve for the wounds of its creator, and for anyone else lured in by its siren songs.

The record is raw, even visceral, with an evolving anguish that often erupts into furious, disconsolate anger, expressed in a harsh distorted rasp through lyrical abstractions reminiscent of such 20th-century modernist poets as T.S. Eliot or Sylvia Plath. Truly desolate melodies traverse barren atmospheres that burst in savagery before receding to more narcotic passages, dripping with a palpable sorrow.

"Continuing to utilise his unique sonic palette that draws as much (if not more) from alternative, goth and myriad other influences as it does from any established DSBM templates, Melancholic Waters is a heartfelt and heart-rending album that exists in a captivating duality – on one hand abrasive and agonized, yet on the other raggedly beautiful; raw and crumbling yet holding itself together with shimmering gossamer thread. It almost brought me to tears at times…Somehow distant yet vital and immediate, it’s just raw and honest enough to be tormented, whilst bright enough to be… hopeful, perhaps." - Black Metal Daily

"The melancholy is alleviated with a glimmer of hope, and we are left with something as rare as a morally uplifting DSBM record. The spiritual dimension is elevated as a musical element [...] but with a stronger focus on the human aspect of nature. Anxiety is, for Nodus Tollens, a basic condition, but it can also be overcome, as the closing number suggests. "Semper ad meliora" means "always for the better", and that is also the feeling this reviewer had when the record ran out." - Devilution

"Melancholic Waters Ablaze With the Fires of Loss really hits a DIY sweet spot [...] "Willowing" sees this play out over its runtime, with the song dancing and surging gently between ascents and descents, but never attempting to blast your brains out with noise too savage. When things are just right, you hear it almost transparently; with Nodus Tollens, the delivery is seamless and beautiful." - Invisible Oranges

"Mournful melodies are topped with paint-stripping vocals. Songs with a more traditional black metal feel give way to extended acoustic guitar jams. “Ad Meilora” starts with chanting and church bells before moving into some lovely clean singing (although with electronic distortion applied) [...] Then the final track provides a gentle background behind guitar lines so jagged that they seem designed to disrupt your brain waves." - Metal Bandcamp

"The music is beautiful and sad — sometimes very intense in its channeling of despair — and it’s bracing and uplifting as well, though its hopefulness always seems tenuous, as hope always does when you’ve been subjected to a multitude of hard lessons. It’s easy to lose yourself in the album, and to stay lost in it, because it never drags and because there always seems to be some arresting change just around the corner." - No Clean Singing

"Throughout the record, Nodus Tollens maintains characteristically DSBM elements but refuses to confine to a single mode of expression. The record is impressively expressive and a real journey through sorrow, grief, and loss is felt throughout, leaving a bittersweet feeling of triumph towards the end [...] its ability to express an overwhelming depth of emotion in several modes is impressive and brings a breath of fresh air into the genre." - V13

"This is a richly shaded album that refuses to be just one thing despite the songs sharing common stylistic themes. The music might be darkly bleak in one moment, or lightly fragile the next, but whatever any particular part of a song might be doing, it all drips with emotion and atmosphere [...] It’s almost too much to bear, but elements of cautious hope and tentative beauty exist here too, providing the first agonising hints that something better might exist somewhere, somehow." - Wonderbox Metal

Cassettes available via Pacific Threnodies: pacificthrenodies.bandcamp.com

CDs available via Trepanation Recordings: trepanationrecordings.bandcamp.com

credits

released July 7, 2020

Nodus Tollens is Cicatrix

with Meghan Wood (Crown of Asteria) - additional lead guitar on “Hexenwald || Wölfinninwald”

and Andrea Morgan (Exulansis) - violin on “Ursa Minora”

Artwork: Jeri Mize || Layouts: Cicatrix

Nodus Tollens logo by Vojtěch Doubek, Moonroot Art: www.moonrootart.com

Mastering: Dan Dolby

For KB, JM, and JS

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